Fisher Bunnie Returns Home : Author Visit at my Former Grade School

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Yep, I’m a Fisher Bunnie. “Say what?” you ask.  Growing up in a small town in the middle of central Illinois, our community took pride in our unique mascot. Sure, there was an occassional, “”Shhh. Be vewy vewy quiet, I’m hunting wabbits,” Elmer Fudd comment heard from opposing teams on the athletic field, but who wants to be a Bulldog or Tiger or Bear when you can be a Bunnie?

 

Last week I had the privilege to be invited back to my former elementary school as a guest speaker to talk about being an author. As the “smart kid” in school who ran with the popular kids but never felt like one, all I can say is for those few hours I felt like the most popular kid in school. I am new to this career of writing, having just been published since December 2012.  I feel like I still have a lot to learn. However, I also know that over the last four years I have learned some things about both the writing process and the publishing business. The children asked great questions and fed my ego for hours. To be able to get to speak about what you love, no matter how late you come to the table with your passion, is so gratifying. Thank you, Mrs. Burk and the fifth and sixth grade students at Fisher Grade School for allowing me back into your school.  The trip “back home” was wonderful, made even better by the surprise visit of some of my former classmates, now parents to children I spoke to. A small community is truly a special place.

 

This is the only picture of my dad and I together when I am an adult. That may sound odd, but it gives me comfort in a full circle of life kind of way.

Author Maggie Mendus Featuring Her Book of Poetry About Epilepsy

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In today’s blog I am pleased to introduce you to author Maggie Mendus.  Her book of poetry, entitled “Broken Consciousness:  Reflections of an Epileptic,” traces her lifetime experiences with epilepsy. I have personally read the book and found it to be very well-written, giving the reader a clear picture of her experiences with epilepsy.  Below are some of her book’s  many Amazon reviews followed by an interview with Maggie.
 
Ms. Mendus takes the reader on a heartwrenching ride through poetry inspired by her experiences with epilepsy. One can visualize her experiences well through her perfectly chosen words. While I do not have epilespy, I can feel the raw emotions that Ms. Mendus feels when being gripped by a seizure and when in recovery. I wish her continued good health and know these poems will speak truth to fellow sufferers.”
 
“Maggie Mendus’ book “Broken Consciousness” Reflections of an Epileptic, takes us on a poetic vision of what it is like to have seizures…with sensitivity, depth, feeling and clarity.
I have a bundle of favorites: War, Tonic-Clonic Seizure, Decrescendo, Seizure, Resting, Brain Storm, Looking Ahead, Tension (one of my very favorites) and A Note to You.
Whether you have epilepsy, know someone who has epilepsy or just want the education of awareness, this is a book you don’t want to miss.
A “must” for all those with an open heart!”
 
“As a writer and someone with epilepsy this book holds special meaning for me. There are poignant poems that remind me of my own experiences and yet, despite the sorrow, I can still enjoy Ms. Mendus’ elegant ability to capture a moment in words. The poems are well-crafted and precise in providing an emotional focus on the state of mind of a person with epilepsy. There is comfort in knowing that these experiences, which are surreal and inexplicable to most of the population, can actually be expressed as Maggie Mendus has achieved in her poems. Broken Consciousness allows a reader without epilepsy to enter the mind and world of a person with epilepsy. It is a must-read for those who have epilepsy in their lives through a loved one: a friend, daughter, son, a parent or a spouse. For those with epilepsy, Broken Consciousness is at once a mirror and the equivalent of a friend who holds your hand and tells you, ‘You’re not alone.’”
 
 
1. Tell us about your first book and its genre.

My first book, Broken Consciousness: Reflections of an Epileptic, is a collection of poetry about the realities of living with epilepsy for 56 years.

 

2. What was your inspiration for this book?

Although I have been writing poems about having epilepsy for many years, I can point to two specific inspirations for writing the book. My father, who passed away nearly four years ago, was a published poet and he did much to teach me to write in poetic forms. He always encouraged me to put some of my poems into a book. The other is one of my doctors who, at a time when I was in a seizure-free period, said, “Have you ever considered that you’re better because you write?” No, I hadn’t. But I then began to think seriously about what he said, and have come to the conclusion that there is a healing component to writing about the issues that are most important to me.

 

3. Describe your experiences with publishing.

I self-published through iUniverse, a company in Bloomington, Indiana. While I realize that self-publishing isn’t for everyone, it was a good fit for me. I was able to do my own editing, which was my choice, as I wanted to keep editorial control of my poetic lines. I was also able to maintain control over all aspects of the manuscript as it went through the publishing process. I appreciated the assistance of a designer to work with me on the cover of my book. I was able to tweak the design until it reflected my vision. I was also grateful for direction that made it easy to know what to include and how to write the inside front and back cover material.

 

4. Describe that exact moment when you held your book in your hands for the first time.

I felt I had given birth! My publishing consultant was with me every step of the way, and when all corrections had been made he told me when the final proof copy would be sent. I was in such a state of anticipation that when the package arrived my hands were trembling. I looked at that book as the culmination of all the work I had put into it and realized all over again how important writing is to me.

 

5. What responses have you gotten from readers?

For the past two years I have sold my book at the annual conference of the Epilepsy Foundation of Michigan and have been told that it made others with epilepsy (or parents of a child with it) feel less alone. Others have said that it encouraged them in their particular struggles, whether those were neurological in nature or not. Still others said they learned a lot about epilepsy from reading my poems. Perhaps most satisfying are the readers unknown to me who have contacted me online to say what the book has meant to them. I am pleased with the reviews on Amazon and with the comments of readers of my blog, Brainstorms: How Epilepsy and Writing Connect (maggiemendus.wordpress.com).

 

6. What advice do you have for writers on the road to publication?

Write what you know and believe in your manuscript. At the same time, keep an open mind to what professionals in the field might suggest to you. They are attempting to help make your manuscript the best it can be which, of course, is your goal as well. Be tenacious. Remember that a rejection letter means that someone has read your work. Submit, submit, submit. The more exposure you have the better that is for you. Read as much as you can, not only your favorite authors, but books that are vastly-different from your usual fare. Admire the styles of other writers, but develop your own voice.

 

7. What future projects are you working on?

As I’ve mentioned, my father passed away almost four years ago. Before he died he asked me if I would help to get more of his poetry published. I do not move in publishing circles, but I promised him that I would do what I could. So my next project is a book that will be comprised of his poetry and mine in equal parts. Its working title is Word Gatherers: Poems of a Daughter and Her Father. I will be putting this book together as an honor to him. I also have a novel which I wrote two years ago for National Novel Writing Month, an online writing challenge to see if one can write 50,000 words during the month of November. My book, Incognito, is fully-edited, and I am still deciding whether I should submit it. I am, by nature, a poet, so I’m not sure about that yet. But Word Gatherers is definitely on the horizon for me.

 

8. Do you have any upcoming events planned?

Yes. I will be having a presentation of Broken Consciousness on Thursday evening, March 28, at 7 pm at the Bridgman Public Library. Library director, Carol Richardson, is strong in her support of local authors and I appreciate her generosity in arranging this event for me. I hope to see many of you there. Come, listen, interact, and enjoy some refreshments. Books will be available.

Amazon Reviews: They ARE Important. You Should Write One: TODAY

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So, here I am, almost a week since my two-day free promotion with Amazon’s Kindle Direct Publishing Program. If you recall from an earlier post, the “guarantee” of offering your book for free is that you rise in visibility and when returning to paid days, your sales will jump. Trust me. I did a LOT of research on this phenomenon.  It’s worked for many, many people. Unless people are not sharing negative results with the public on the internet, it seems that the program works for most people. 

However…..

It did  not work for me.

After 414 downloads of my middle grade novel, Confessions of a Corn Kid, over a two-day span, I had exactly 5 sales in the last week when the book returned to a paid offering. The price over the last week has spanned from $.99 – $2.99.  Here are some comparisons I would like to make.

Cost of a tall mocha latte from Starbucks $3.20

Cost of a McDonald’s Big Mac: $3.29

Cost of our local Matinee at the Movies: $6.50

Cost of a typical I-tunes song download: $1.29

Now, my point isn’t that reading my book will satiate your palate like a mocha from Starbucks or fill your belly like a Big Mac or fill your minutes like a movie or your ears like a beloved song. But, it might. Right?  However, I’m an unknown. I’m not yet a brand. Despite the success of my picture book in a very specific niche market, children’s grief, my middle grade novel is but one of thousands in a sea of other authors just like me screaming for attention. This is a tough market!  I am a parent. I get it. I trust big publishers to vet the content of the books I buy for my middle school child to read alone even when I myself don’t read beyond the blurb. But what about an unknown author like myself who also happens to write middle grade books?  What vets us and gives us a chance to be seen?  The answer: REVIEWS. This is where the Kindle Direct Publishing Program still has time to prove to me that it works, even for authors who write middle grade fiction. Those 414 downloads were not the 1000s that adult fiction writers sometimes get, but they still made me very excited. Now, I am hopeful, that of those 414 readers, some will take a few minutes to write a review. You see, reviews are what prove our worth in the sea of unknowns. I am not “Scholastic,” or “Random House.” I am Marcy Blesy. Would I love to be Scholastic or Random House? Of course. However, for now I am my own brand with no house to pave my path. I must pave it on my own with the help of my readers. I never ask for 5 star reviews. I ask for reviews.

 

Are you an author? Are you a reader? Today, choose one book that impacted you, whether for minutes or days. Tell the author. How? In an Amazon review. I recently wrote a review for Richard Peck’s book, A Long Way From Chicago. I highly doubt that Richard Peck needs my support to further his publishing career, but don’t even the “top dog” authors deserve to be told how awesome they are and how memorable their characters were? I think they do. And, even more, the indie authors need to hear your thoughts. Won’t you write that review??

Middle Grade Monday: Kindle for Kids

Middle Grade Monday highlights new and exciting electronic middle grade books available at Amazon for Kindle and devices accepting a Kindle ap. This feature is a free platform for middle grade authors, but not all of the books featured have been personally read by the administrator of this website. Readers are to form their own opinions. Enjoy!

Title:  Confessions of a Corn Kid

Author: Marcy Blesy

Book Blurb:

Twelve-year-old Bernie Taylor doesn’t fit in. She wants to be an actress but not your typical country-music lovin’, beef-eatin’ actress you’d expect from Cornville, Illinois. No way. She wants to go to Chicago to be a real actress, just like her mom did before she died of breast cancer. Bernie keeps a journal that her Mom gave her and writes down all her confessions, the deepest feelings of her heart, ’cause she doesn’t want any of those regrets Mom talked about. Regrets sound too much like those bubbly blisters she keeps getting on her feet from trying to fit into last year’s designer knock-off shoes. But it’s not easy for Bernie to pursue her dreams. Her dad just doesn’t understand. Plus, she’s tired of being bullied for being different. Why can’t middle schoolers wear runway fashions to school?
 
 
Then, during the announcement of the sixth grade play, Bernie’s teacher reveals that there will be one scholarship to a prestigious performing arts camp in Chicago. Bernie knows it’s her one big chance to achieve her dream. She spends too much time dreaming of the lead role in the play (which includes kissing Cameron Edmunds) and not enough time practicing her audition lines. She bumbles her lines, blows her audition, and battles her bully, Dixie Moxley, reigning Jr. Miss Corn Harvest Queen. She digs in with the heels of her hand-me-down knee-high boots, determined to win that scholarship-somehow. If she doesn’t, she’ll be stuck in Cornville forever, far away from the spotlight she craves.
 
 
Current Price on Amazon: $.99

Amazon Kindle Direct Free Promotion Day: WHY?

 

 

I recently decided to e-publish my middle grade novel, Confessions of a Corn Kid.  While my traditionally published picture book in the children’s grief genre, Am I Like My Daddy?, has sold nearly half of its 1000 book print run in two months and continues to do well, rising to the top of search pages on Amazon with an e-book is hard. When I decided to publish with Amazon I chose the Kindle Direct Program because I could offer the book for free for a period of up to five days of my choice within a 90 day period.  FREE?  Why would I want to offer my book…MY BOOK!!… for free?  Because I need visibility. In order to climb the charts in the search pages, I need books to be “sold.” Whether or not books are sold for money or given away, there is, theoretically, a bump in your chart location with the more copies that are out there.  What is supposed to happen is this:  Due to the promotion, the book rises in “popularity” and chart placement. Therefore, when the book returns to the paid chart, the increased visibility should translate to more paid sales. I have read about this extensively. Many, many authors have had huge success. Many have not. But I have nothing to lose. Other than the friends and family who have already purchased my book (from .99-3.99 and thanks!!), I don’t think the book has been discovered. Selling middle grade fiction on Amazon is very hard. Parents are the gate-keepers to the money, as they should be. Time will tell whether or not this marketing strategy will work for me, or not.

 

In the meantime, I keep writing. My young adult novel, War and Me, has made the first cut in the Amazon Young Adult Breakthrough Novel Competition, based upon the pitch. It joins 2000 other manuscripts out of 10000 that were entered.  In a month the next cuts are announced. I am shopping a picture book to traditional publishers. And the elusive agent remains a goal.

“If at first you don’t succeed, try, try again!!”

Valentine’s Day Special:  Confessions of a Corn Kid, a middle grade novel for free today and tomorrow only:  http://www.amazon.com/Confessions-Corn-Kid-ebook/dp/B00BAN2P2C/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1360789440&sr=1-1&keywords=confessions+of+a+corn+kid

 

What I ask in return is this:  Please leave a review on Amazon after you have read the book (or your child!). Reviews do matter. They are used as a mark of an author’s merit whether they should be or not. I am not asking for a five star review, just an honest review. Thank you.

 

I will update in a week with the results of this marketing strategy.  What has been your experience?? I love to hear about other authors.

Amazon’s Hot New Releases in Children’s Self-Esteem and Self-Respect Category

Confessions of a Corn Kid has only been out for two days as a Kindle book. I realize that early sales are most often those by friends and family for a newer author.  But, still…. waking up to see this picture on my screen felt GREAT!!

 

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Middle Grade Novel:  Check out Confessions of a Corn Kid for yourself!  http://www.amazon.com/Confessions-Corn-Kid-ebook/dp/B00BAN2P2C/ref=pd_rhf_gw_p_t_2_HVXM

Launch Day for “Confessions of a Corn Kid” Middle Grade Novel

 
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 Today is the launch of my new middle grade novel, Confessions of a Corn Kid, direct to Amazon Kindle as an e-book.
 
 
Here is the book blurb:
 
 
 
Twelve-year-old year old Bernie Taylor doesn’t fit in. She wants to be an actress but not your typical country-music lovin’, beef-eatin’ actress you’d expect from Cornville, Illinois. No way. She wants to go to Chicago to be a real actress, just like her mom did before she died of breast cancer. Bernie keeps a journal that her Mom gave her and writes down all her confessions, the deepest feelings of her heart, ‘cause she doesn’t want any of those regrets Mom talked about. Regrets sound too much like those bubbly blisters she keeps getting on her feet from trying to fit into last year’s designer knock-off shoes. But it’s not easy for Bernie to pursue her dreams. Her dad just doesn’t understand. Plus, she’s tired of being bullied for being different. Why can’t middle schoolers wear runway fashions to school?
 
 
 
Then, during the announcement of the sixth grade play, Bernie’s teacher reveals that there will be one scholarship to a prestigious performing arts camp in Chicago. Bernie knows it’s her one big chance to achieve her dream. She spends too much time dreaming of the lead role in the play (which includes kissing Cameron Edmunds) and not enough time practicing her audition lines. She bumbles her lines, blows her audition, and battles her bully, Dixie Moxley, reigning Jr. Miss Corn Harvest Queen. She digs in with the heels of her hand-me-down knee-high boots, determined to win that scholarship-somehow. If she doesn’t, she’ll be stuck in Cornville forever, far away from the spotlight she craves.
 
 
 
 
Though Bernie is misunderstood and bullied, her thoughts about small town living aren’t always accurate. I am the proud grand-daughter of farmers. In tribute to them and their parents before them, I play the Super Bowl Dodge commercial. If you have not seen it…you should.
 
 
  

Introducing My New Middle Grade Novel: Confessions of a Corn Kid

 

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I’ve been keeping a secret.

With the release of Am I Like My Daddy?, my children’s grief picture book, I had the support of a publisher to handle the editing, book’s design, and the many variables that go into publication. To have been traditionally published was a gold star moment for me. I needed someone else to tell me I was good enough to warrant a contract, that what I had to say and the way I chose to say it was worth someone else paying their own money to put my book together. When Bronze Man Books made that dream come true last year I felt on top of the world. Now, with the book continually selling out at Amazon and grief centers across the country reaching out to purchase books to use with their grieving families, I am overwhelmed and blessed.

But I am not done. I have more to say. With my written words. If you recall, I received 99 rejections (with many positive comments peppered amongst the generic form letters) before I received that golden ticket to publication, even better than that golden ticket to Hollywood. I was tenacious. I wrote. I rewrote. I experimented with point-of-view. I changed story structure. But I believed in my story about  the little girl who couldn’t remember her daddy and just wanted to know if she was anything like him. I am still that little girl in a 40 year-old woman’s body at times, too, wondering what my parents would be like now, wondering how they would support my latest endeavor.

But I can’t wait 4 more years, the time it takes to accumulate dozens and dozens of potential rejections. I have been researching the changing landscape of publishing. In a survey of my fifth grade students nearly every child in the classroom has access to a Kindle, Kindle Fire, Nook, iPad, iPod touch, laptop, smartphone, or desktop computer at home. Books aren’t sold only in paper form anymore. I have studied the industry a lot! And I am taking control of the next step in my publishing career. I am taking advantage of the new technology and not waiting for someone else to believe in my work. I believe in my work. I believe enough that I am opening myself up to comments from friends and strangers alike to love my creation, to tolerate it, or to hate it. But I am taking control.

Country singer Martina McBride sings in the song Anyway:

You can pour your soul out singing
A song you believe in
That tomorrow they’ll forget you ever sang
Sing it anyway
Yea – sing it anyway

Change out “sing” for “write” and “song” for “book.”

You can pour your soul out writing

A book you believe in

That tomorrow they’ll forget you ever wrote

Write it anyway

Yes- write it anyway

After working with two editors who offered great advice and support, Betty Ivers and Jennifer Bomar, and a cover artist, Amy Kuhl Cox, who I worked with in Am I Like My Daddy?, I am proud to announce that my next book will be for sale through Amazon Direct Kindle Publishing as an e-book within a matter of weeks.  Check out the book blurb for my upcoming middle grade novel:

Confessions of a Corn Kid  

By:  Marcy Blesy

Twelve-year-old year old Bernie Taylor wants to be an actress but not your typical country-music lovin’, beef-eatin’ actress you’d expect from Cornville, Illinois. No way. She wants to go to Chicago to be a real actress, just like her mom did before she died of breast cancer. Bernie keeps a journal that her Mom gave her and writes down all her confessions, the deepest feelings of her heart, ‘cause she doesn’t want any of those regrets Mom talked about. Regrets sound too much like those bubbly blisters she keeps getting on her feet from trying to fit into last year’s designer knock-off heels. But it’s not easy to pursue your dreams when you have a dad who doesn’t understand the desire to embrace a life where people don’t look at you like a weirdo for wearing runway fashions to school.

 
Then, during the announcement of the sixth grade play, Bernie’s teacher reveals that there will be one scholarship to a prestigious performing arts camp in Chicago. Bernie knows it’s her one big chance to achieve her dream. She spends too much time dreaming of the lead role in the play (which includes kissing Cameron Edmunds) and not enough time practicing her audition lines. She bumbles her lines, blows her audition, and battles her bully, Dixie Moxley, reigning Jr. Miss Corn Harvest Queen. She digs in the heels of her hand-me-down knee-high boots, determined to win that scholarship-somehow. If she doesn’t, she’ll be stuck in Cornville forever, far away from the spotlight she craves.

 

Welcome to my next turn in the roller coaster world of publishing. I thank you for following my journey. More information will follow when the book is actually for sale. I will also discuss more how you can read the book if you don’t actually own a Kindle and why I am choosing to only use the Kindle platform at this time.

And in the wise words of Jennifer Green, a friend who listened to my fears about potentionally failing so publicly with my next book. “If you flop, you will flop gracefully, and I will be waiting with a glass of wine.” Let’s hope we can use that wine in celebration!  :-)

 

Rainbow Connection, Just Because

 

I recently stumbled upon a song from my childhood,  performed by the great Kermit the Frog.  Many cover artists have redone the song.  Jason Mraz (I’m Yours singer) has a great version, but nobody can compare to the original.  It’s nice to have days every once in a while when things work out mostly.  With the success of Am I Like My Daddy?, upcoming projects on the horizon, and the health of my family, it’s one of those days when I breathe in deeply and say, Thank you God.

 

I’m a lover and a dreamer, Kermit…

 

Enjoy!

From the Rainbow Connection:

Who said that every wish would be heard
and answered when wished on the morning star?
Somebody thought of that and someone believed it.
Look what it’s done so far.